21 April 2010

Grrrrrr

I find this whole getting fit thing really hard. I want help from an impartial stranger in getting out there and jogging and getting my fitness going. Unfortunately I haven't the money or the facilities available here. My mum is currently being my accountability person for my diet but I find that difficult because I already feel I failed her by getting to this size. I miss being in Melbourne and I just don't know what to do or how to go about this damn task. I find it hard to find the joy in the exercise as I don't like doing it alone but I have never found a gym to be a supportive environment in my experience. So find myself here wondering how I can achieve what I so desperately want to achieve.

Oh yeah and freaking group assignments are doing my head in

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