so moving on

Well ok so having got over my initial breakdown swearing of guys. A bad idea if you know me i can't live without male attention. :) So now i am back to being interested in guys yeah i know swearing off it was very very short lived they are far too awesome. i am still not planning too jump into bed with anyone or a relationship too hastily. But, yes as usual there is a but, there may be some prospects.
Today i had a great moment it finally clicked that i am ok and that i don't need to lement over what i have lost because it was already lost when he decided he no longer loved me. So now there are the challenges i want to set myself the major of which is to get back in shape the other is to deal with things as in uni etc. At present i am listening to all this awesome music that i have not heard in ages i love itunes. So anyway the point of this blog is to anounnce after finally finding someone i am scared to make a move on and letting that fear stop me making a possibly major mistake for the want of comfort and yes it may not have been a mistake but you know what i am willing to live with that, i am happy with the friendship i do have with him.
So now there are 2 other new male events one i might move in with in august provided they still want to then and i have the money for it. I am not sure if it will be into the same room or seperate ones?(he has an awesome smile and makes me smile) there is also this very nice sweet guy i met at uni who actually i think makes me nervous i don't think i looked him in the eyes propery the whole time we spoke and i would like to see again :) I am at the point where i am going to try to wait it out until i guy decides he likes me and he wants to act on it. Don't know how long it will last this new resolution but at least until a guy expresses some interest even if it is as nonverbal as to just go out and kiss me to express it. yes i am a dag.

i am putting in a new paragraph just cos i can. and if you read this please post a comment.

Ok so a choice

Well I have been thinking and much as i would love to just fall into the next brilliant relationship I know from my own history that it won't just happen. I have also decided that I am taking a break from boyfriends that i would rather just have mates at the moment who make me smile and spend time with me. I just want to be able to be single and ok with it before i start anything else

suddenly single and thinking what i want

well admittedly i have been neglecting my blog of late. so, hello blog i am back. Well i guess an update is in order. After 1 year and nearly 8 months Liam decided he no longer loved me so i now find myself single and looking at what i want. Oh and in other news i have made a new aquisition to my lovely family so now in addition to my cat and my bed i own my own car. His name is ralph and he is a 1988, 5 speed manual , maroon toyota camry.

So i have been thinking about what is important to me and apart from my family and friends. I want someone i care about. Someone who cares how my day was and what i got up to. Someone who will listen to my inane conversation and still want to curl up with me at the end of the day. Someone who gives really good hugs and loves to recieve them. Someone who wants to tell me all the exciting and inane things that happened that day. Who wants to live in today and plan for the future.

Oh and i suck i ate my mums chocolate and i couldn't replace it and now when she is craving it isn't there oops. :)

Oh and in addition the things that are working are my work and my internet. The things that aren't are my stomach, my uni work and my love life as previously mentioned. Not that single life isn't fun the fun is just shortlived.

Another Grown up first

Well I had my first car accident. It was a three car crash. I was on Heatherdale rd having just turned right off Canterbury rd and was merging right out of the left most lane as it was about to end, two cars had just sped past me. As I pulled out the first of those two cars stopped prior to taking a left turn a mere 50m on at which point the other car that had sped past hit them. I had just finished merging when Liam saw what had happened and told me to stop. With the wet roads and the short space to stop we hit the second car slightly bending the back tow point which was barely noticeable. Liam's car however is now a bit more dented than before and is as far as we can tell fine as far as functionality of lights goes though it does now lack a horn. Well there you go that is my big adventure for the day. At least I didn't break my bed though :)

A night out with Dylan Moran.

Ok well Liam and I went to the vegie bar last night for dinner and Liam actually really enjoyed it then we went to Swanston St got some caffiene each and we hung out in front of the townhall to drink it. At the town hall we saw the Fabulous Adam Richards handing out flyers to his own show gosh i love australia. Anyway liam and i went and saw Dylan Moran it was really good. We then went home nd chilled out and on my way home this morning we got milkshakes from hahndorfs. A night together, comedy, Chocolate and the Vegie Bar it was a perfect day.

Comaedy festival

I am going to see dylan moran with liam on friday. Then we are housesitting for a friend of mine. In two weeks i am also going to see tim minchin oh i love him and by the way I can spell comedy sometimes!

9 months

well liam and i went out for lunch and had thai food which was delicious. I am Vego again so had cocnut curry with tofu. We then went to san churros which is an awesome chocolate place and had a sundae and some milkshakes andn the we bought truffles to take home along with our very full and blotted tummies.

Adam Hillsong

yes we do definately love your humour

Tim Minchin - Dark Side

Ah Tim minchin we do love you

8 months today

well liam and i have been going out for 8 months and are despite the original lack of confidence from some of my friends are still going strong

i went to surfmoot and went jelly wrestling

YAY!

I got into Consumer science at RMIT my number one choice.
YAY YAHOO

whinge and you shall recieve

well all my whinging about no one asking for my id resulted in a cop from the dog squad, which iskinda cool, pulling me over last night and infoming me my rear 'P' plate is not displayed per the requirement that it be conspicuous. so on a different note happy birthday to portia i hope she had fun last night out on the town for her 18. i joined her for dinner and a drink then headed with some slight detours via box hill to see antione and liam's work where liam was by chance on a break. though i did discover later I was sad cos i was tired and should just have headed home but hey hindsight enables perfection.

i got my licence

i got my licence i got my licence yay

Enter

well i got my Queen's scout presented and did my interview for RMit which went well. and i got an impressive enter of 81.6.

Progress

well he there all i am felling really well. I went away with Liam to Queenscliff from Tuesday to Friday and we had lots of fun despite the rain and hail.On Saturday was my school fair which liam also made it too and we ate Pippa's delicious homemade ice cream. Today i am heading of to my schoolies at walkerville for the night and coming back for an out patients appointment on tuesday. so i will give you the official progress report then.

Surgery

Hi all i had my gall bladder removed on saturday morning. that is all that is at the moment the only news i am a bit sore and tired but i am also back home which is a good sign.

i finished school

My Queen scout presentation at government house

Me, the governer and my dad
my two proud venturer leaders, dad and Helen
l-r: Adam, Arran and I all friends catching up
Adam Kessler and I

My party

this is the cake mum made it is fruitcake in dark and white chocolate

well this is me and my darling liam

this my darling friend kristine and I

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These photo's were all taken at my 18th birthday party. don't i look pretty?

i bought my dress on bridge road and i was so excited about wearing it and so glad to be able to catch up with so many of my friends at once