so moving on

Well ok so having got over my initial breakdown swearing of guys. A bad idea if you know me i can't live without male attention. :) So now i am back to being interested in guys yeah i know swearing off it was very very short lived they are far too awesome. i am still not planning too jump into bed with anyone or a relationship too hastily. But, yes as usual there is a but, there may be some prospects.
Today i had a great moment it finally clicked that i am ok and that i don't need to lement over what i have lost because it was already lost when he decided he no longer loved me. So now there are the challenges i want to set myself the major of which is to get back in shape the other is to deal with things as in uni etc. At present i am listening to all this awesome music that i have not heard in ages i love itunes. So anyway the point of this blog is to anounnce after finally finding someone i am scared to make a move on and letting that fear stop me making a possibly major mistake for the want of comfort and yes it may not have been a mistake but you know what i am willing to live with that, i am happy with the friendship i do have with him.
So now there are 2 other new male events one i might move in with in august provided they still want to then and i have the money for it. I am not sure if it will be into the same room or seperate ones?(he has an awesome smile and makes me smile) there is also this very nice sweet guy i met at uni who actually i think makes me nervous i don't think i looked him in the eyes propery the whole time we spoke and i would like to see again :) I am at the point where i am going to try to wait it out until i guy decides he likes me and he wants to act on it. Don't know how long it will last this new resolution but at least until a guy expresses some interest even if it is as nonverbal as to just go out and kiss me to express it. yes i am a dag.

i am putting in a new paragraph just cos i can. and if you read this please post a comment.