9 May 2008
Ok so the big news
The big news is I have a boyfriend. His name is Adam I have known him for 4 years since cuboree in 2004 any way after all this time we are finally going out he is awesome and gives me lots of hugs keeps me up at night and makes me smile heaps
1 May 2008
so moving on
Well ok so having got over my initial breakdown swearing of guys. A bad idea if you know me i can't live without male attention. :) So now i am back to being interested in guys yeah i know swearing off it was very very short lived they are far too awesome. i am still not planning too jump into bed with anyone or a relationship too hastily. But, yes as usual there is a but, there may be some prospects.
Today i had a great moment it finally clicked that i am ok and that i don't need to lement over what i have lost because it was already lost when he decided he no longer loved me. So now there are the challenges i want to set myself the major of which is to get back in shape the other is to deal with things as in uni etc. At present i am listening to all this awesome music that i have not heard in ages i love itunes. So anyway the point of this blog is to anounnce after finally finding someone i am scared to make a move on and letting that fear stop me making a possibly major mistake for the want of comfort and yes it may not have been a mistake but you know what i am willing to live with that, i am happy with the friendship i do have with him.
So now there are 2 other new male events one i might move in with in august provided they still want to then and i have the money for it. I am not sure if it will be into the same room or seperate ones?(he has an awesome smile and makes me smile) there is also this very nice sweet guy i met at uni who actually i think makes me nervous i don't think i looked him in the eyes propery the whole time we spoke and i would like to see again :) I am at the point where i am going to try to wait it out until i guy decides he likes me and he wants to act on it. Don't know how long it will last this new resolution but at least until a guy expresses some interest even if it is as nonverbal as to just go out and kiss me to express it. yes i am a dag.
i am putting in a new paragraph just cos i can. and if you read this please post a comment.
Today i had a great moment it finally clicked that i am ok and that i don't need to lement over what i have lost because it was already lost when he decided he no longer loved me. So now there are the challenges i want to set myself the major of which is to get back in shape the other is to deal with things as in uni etc. At present i am listening to all this awesome music that i have not heard in ages i love itunes. So anyway the point of this blog is to anounnce after finally finding someone i am scared to make a move on and letting that fear stop me making a possibly major mistake for the want of comfort and yes it may not have been a mistake but you know what i am willing to live with that, i am happy with the friendship i do have with him.
So now there are 2 other new male events one i might move in with in august provided they still want to then and i have the money for it. I am not sure if it will be into the same room or seperate ones?(he has an awesome smile and makes me smile) there is also this very nice sweet guy i met at uni who actually i think makes me nervous i don't think i looked him in the eyes propery the whole time we spoke and i would like to see again :) I am at the point where i am going to try to wait it out until i guy decides he likes me and he wants to act on it. Don't know how long it will last this new resolution but at least until a guy expresses some interest even if it is as nonverbal as to just go out and kiss me to express it. yes i am a dag.
i am putting in a new paragraph just cos i can. and if you read this please post a comment.
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